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Monday, March 24th, 2008
1:00 pm	Vodka and Cranberry Streem So the other night was pretty good i got really drunk and pissed myself in an IHOP bathroom and then walked my drunk ass home what a great night =] haha spell IHOP and say ness ofterwords. IHOPNESS! Current Mood: crazy (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 2nd, 2008
11:15 am	Now its a hard thing to talk and share about but its amazing when people support you and believe that you can truly make a difference. this makes me happy. Current Mood: jubilant (Comment on this)
Friday, February 29th, 2008
8:14 pm	Things i've accomplished *Texas State *Stripped *Late night trips to austin *180 on the expressway *adjusted *Bundgie jump *live in the Now =]] *more to be added soon Current Mood: contemplative (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 30th, 2007
8:59 pm	again, for good. so im single again. eh. we just realized that we couldnt give eachother what we needed. and during our relationship we tried to compromise and give each other these things but we really couldnt. ... yea. it sucks but thats cool. and to prove that this is really over, guys... heres a new lj for new memories... add it please.  and comment so i can add you back. mr_panik Current Mood: numb (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 21st, 2007
3:38 pm	excitement runs through my body i heart san marcos bam! i cant wait to get out of this place. im so happy and so excited that im a student up there. god, who know it would feel this good! go bobcats. rar. Current Mood: ecstatic (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 14th, 2007
2:59 pm	san marcos here i come im going to san marcos, in a few days... and i wanted contact with ppl who live up there, so i have something to do instead of be bored to death by my family. so if you live in the greater san marcos area and want to hang out.. comment me please, so i can get things together... or what not. (*cough*roni*cough* but who knows what shes doing) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 10th, 2007
11:43 am	sleepless night bvgfnmnhjcxfr. jnmhws./ g hjnvgflgf aslo vgjlhggvasd ajlm 56 panda wanted to make a post =] Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
Friday, May 25th, 2007
10:47 pm	tenneesse has many memories *today was exausting. *today was frustrating. *today was extreem. *officialy, today was my last day as a senior. *I wouldnt have done it any other way. Current Mood: thankful (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 24th, 2007
3:45 am	the day composed by james and chanel: *waking up sucks *Long bus ride *Dolly Wood spends a lot of money to make it look like shit *rollercoaster mayhem... breakage major *we were the only ones whom ventured into the coal mines *dude they washed our feet *do you know what potatoes do?!?!? *they're not gonna come back just move the food...damn hicks *Light the fuse bitches *big fish food=food for big fish. *big fish food for little fish= starving/choking little fish *Bummper cars need to learn how to reverse... Huge trafic jam *no need for a median *pope mobile hurt my sholder... but us lucky bastards get 3 times around the rosery!!! *I chew the front, you chew the back... now, thats true love *scary hotdog with arms and legs... EAT ME! *make me a quilt you stupid bitch... damn g-ma's *were gonna work 'em bitches till the day they die! *would you like a racoon that my dead mother made? *dollywood is to expensive to buy things... so you steal... stickyfingers magee *buzzing on the bus.. spanish never sounded so beautiful *christmas store? wtf? *we got exhiled form our own state. *now presenting, TEAM OUTREACH!...what?...oh! ...extreme. *i cant even see the fucking fire works... damn blue tent... at least the music was good. *DI, we condone global warming *hitler V. is now invadeing the minds of every living person on that damn bus... dictators love wallmart... dont they? *we dont wanna fucking walk with you...some one had to say it. *Koolaid seminar does well, we have a new member! *is he in the bush? *electric elazar. *get in the damn hotel room already! *golfcart! *im, hyun woo yoo im looking for room 259 *dude, were fat. *masterbaing or anel leakage? ugh, ::slam::! get your own hand sanitizer. *we got in a fight, can i sleep in your room? *when darkness falls, cacti attack *double team, help! ::looks:: damn hes a heavy sleeper. *round two, fight! fatality! *o wait, i slamed my finger. damn. *dude seriously stop...how'd you get in here? *jumping on the bed, jumping on the bed, round-house-kick-to-the-face *light your fuse with incubus *myspace... o, i didnt get a message. *old guy walking in and out of room...perfect timing *swimming later? *lj *<3 corrected.. and added stuff.. we're done this time, seriously. Current Mood: chipper (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 17th, 2007
2:14 pm	last night was possibly one of the worst nights i've ever had... i got draged somewhere and wasnt able to get to my car untill 3am... and then i missed school. yea, im pissed. Current Mood: p.o.ed (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 16th, 2007
9:45 am	3 days left. i'd never thought i'd be so blind this far into the end. Current Mood: anxious (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 10th, 2007
11:09 am	will you let me kill myself.... please. today is one of thoes days when i shouldn't have gone to school. i was already late for dobervitches class and hes alrady threating that hes not going to let me graduate. so i pull into this tight spot and i hear this noise. i hit a parked car =[ i was all pissed and late so, i pulled out of the spot and parked somewhere else. i had decided that i would go leave a note on the winshelid after class, because i was already late and dobervitch is an ass about tardys. then i see the security guard knock on the door... and i thought "oh god" so they call me out and it was about the car senerio. long story short- i have charges pending and i wont know anything else untill later today. i might not graduate, and i might get arested. so yea... i dont think god wants me to graduate... trust me, i've cried about this for a good 30min... ::sigh::: and thats why i want to die, so i dont have to deal with this. THIS ISNT FAIR! WHY DOES THE GOOD GUY ALWAYS GET BEAT DOWN ON? where were the witnesses and the security guards through all of my high school torment? where were they at the peprally that i get gum thrown at me? no where... i was going to leave a note, but i needed to get to class for graduation's sake. i was going to leave a note, i really was. now this sucks. i might not graduate, i might get arrested.... ::sigh:: i just hate this and the fact that so many things caused this to happen and it happend because of all of the other things... does that make sense? (this isnt as powerful as i had wanted it to be but im kinda emo and seeing if theres a loop hole somewhere) Current Mood: sad (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 7th, 2007
11:12 am	so friendship.... its funny i love it when my friends don't hesitate to call me when they need help. i really do. but then i start to wonder why all the calls from most of my "friends" come in when they are in need. never asking how was my day, never to see how i'm doing. Never, anything. its quite perturbing because i've made my position very clear to a few people on this situation, but still, no change. a lot of the times i feel used. like im only invited (the rare times they are) because i have a car, or offer some sort of advantage to the adventure at hand. i just think its funny how i've become friendless. i suppose i did it to myself, but then again it takes two people to close communication, yet, its not like i've seen anyone make an attempt to connect with me or see how i'm doing. idk, i suppose i can throw myself out there, but i find that pathetic and have to much pride. Even so, i do still throw out suddin hints, such as the "tell me whats going on in your life" post which i did some time ago. hinting that i havent been around and want to know what yall have been up to. im not blameing anything on anyone, just showing yall what your actions have led me to believe. ::sigh:: i wanna leave already. ...if you feel guilty, or if you "care" and want to see why im being like this, or whatever, please dont call or text or comment... its not like you would of anyways. o, and im not sad or anything, its just an observation. Current Mood: dude, idk what to think (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 6th, 2007
2:32 am	seriously. Bianca or Lauren CALL ME!!!!!! STAT!!!! lol. im drunk =p Current Mood: YAY! (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 3rd, 2007
12:35 am	lothe... such a pussy word. Hate, yea, thats much better. i hate how when i cant leave, he cant come. I hate the fact that i cant talk to him when i want to i hate that he never knows the right thing to say i hate when he tries to comfort me, it angers me i hate how i get my hopes up when i know things wont follow through i hate how everything that seems to happen is a dissapointment i hate that i love him so much. ... and i hate that he will probably never read this. Current Mood: sad (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 2nd, 2007
12:00 pm	so, today was an ok day untill my dad pulled me out of first and gave me some surprising information. i dont want to say what it is cuz its kind of embaressing and im still a little freaked out, not to mention that im uber sad about it as well. its probably nothing but it still sucks. so i call marcus and tell him and hes half asleep and not really holding the conversation so as i pulled up to my house i told him that i would call him back later. i did. and got annoyed, after all i am ornery at this time, and hung up. i really dont feel like talking to anyone right now. and he calls and calls and i ignore and then i anwser and i tell him i just want to be alone with my thoughts and what not and to please stop calling then he leaves me a nasty voice message saying "if thats the way its gonna be then thats the way its gonna be" and he also was ranting about how hes trying to be here for me ::looks around::: i dont see him o-wait! he doesnt have a car. so therefore, he cant be here for me. because hes not.... here... get it? so i text melisse asking her to relay a message for me to let marcus know that i am serious about not wanting to talk about the situation, with a little 'tude attached to it so marcus could get the picture, since we've had this kind of conversation/situation before. and she texts back that she doesnt want to be all up in the "drama" and i texed back "yet, you dont have a problem contacting marcus through me" which she does because marcus doesnt have a phone and i am the primary kepper-in-toucher- with marcus and she calls again i dont anwser due to saddness and not wanting to be bothered by anyone and i get a bitch session from her and how shes not gonna talk to me if i dont aplogize and how she thought i was going to change and what not... ::sigh:: then i called my mom and asked her if im making this a bigger deal than it is. she said it is a big deal but its something that can be taken care of... that made me feel better. she also said, yea its a scary thing and i have a right to be bumed out (depressed was the word she used) so  yea... event full day and its barely 11:09am..  and for thoes who were wondering wat to do if i say leave me alone... leave me the fuck alone. im not that hard to figure out, i just need to be alone and hate the world for about fifteen, thirty min. and i'll be fine... but insted people provoke me when im already pissed off and this shit happens. this sucks... but whatever. Current Mood: bitchy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, April 27th, 2007
2:09 am	i must go to school tomorrow. i remember the days when i used to feel bad for skipping. ha. either way... life is kinda dull. please post something interesting so i have something to read and comment on... i really do like hearing about ya'lls lives. so do it, i dont care if your lazy!  james needs stories! Current Mood: anxious (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 24th, 2007
3:19 pm	life is like the government, it fucks you over. exboyfriends are the worst yet you cant stay away from them ::sigh:: what to do.. o yea... ^.^ i <3 julio. Current Mood: contemplative (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 17th, 2007
10:14 pm	today was possibly one of the best days i've had in a long time. its nice to be with friends and not worry with whats going on. even if it still bugs me. (dont worry lauren, i didnt say anything. haha.) Current Mood: happy, a nice change, huh? (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 16th, 2007
9:47 pm	quote "confusion tends to arrive when you are most sure of yourself." James' mind: sucks. doesnt it. James: yea Current Mood: help me (1 Comment |Comment on this)